The fact that she and I were together for 4 years…lived together for 3 and were engaged. We worked together, she was the piano teacher and I guitar. We spent day in and day out together, wrote music and sang together…cooked, laughed, prayed, walked the dogs, went to concerts, made love…etc etc…now she is a total stranger…just poof…gone
Please dont suggest i reach out. The relationship is over and I am devastated daily. I am following strict no contact and trying deparately to move forward and let her go…but there are times…its so very difficult.
Not really looking for advice here just want you all to know you are not alone if you are struggling with a similar predicament. May peace find us all on our journeys of rediscovering ourselves after being spun around by love and set back down only to face its loss. You are not alone my friends.
You are not alone in your experience of “just poof… gone”- it happened to my youth- where is it? well, just poof, gone. I can hardly imagine that one day, maybe even today, I will be poof-gone too. It is unbelievable, “Can’t wrap my mind around” my own future death. Really? There will be no more Me?