So today I have an audition for my dance team, I’m already on the team, but I have to re-tryout. So I’m a strong contemporary dancer, but last year was one of my first times doing hip-hop and it was a struggle, I’m glad I did it though because i think I’ve grown, whenever I freestyle at home I get really into it. I don’t think I’m that bad, the only thing is that during class i think i get in my head. I have trouble transferring what i do at home to the dance room. So my team consists of all these really cool girls, they are really good and then there’s me and like 3 other girls who are ok but i feel like we still lack. This year we have a new teacher and she’s harder, she’s making us re-tryout, and I’m freaking out, I know they’re going to make us freestyle. My teacher said she’s looking for strong dancers who can vibe with each other. I just want something to boost me up. The judging panel will be old students who are now professional dancers. I’m really worried, i just want to give it my all but how should i present myself? Whenever i dance i just feel like i look like this awkward white girl.. ugh help