Hello, peace and blessings to anyone reading this. Thank you for taking the time to help me.

I am a young man, 29 years old. After a long 7-year struggle with depression and anxiety, along with addiction issues related to drugs, pornography, etc., I have started experiencing an impressive sense of liberation for the past 35 days. This liberation has partly come from being able to accept myself as someone with deep sexual desires and recognizing that these desires, in a way, reflect a profound longing to live—fully live.

This reconciliation with my sexuality has allowed me to free myself from pornography because I now see the lies behind it and no longer waste my time or energy on it.

The issue is that as this process of acceptance and healing has unfolded, I am feeling a very intense torrent of energy. Not only is it intense, but it seems to grow stronger every day. It feels like an overflowing river, but in a way that is not destructive. In fact, it brings me tremendous inner joy. At times, it feels as though this energy rises to my heart and transforms into a pleasurable sensation that expands throughout my entire body. It’s like being in a continuous state of mild ecstasy.

The thing is, this energy is so intense that it demands all my attention, or at least I am unable to redirect it toward other things. Let’s say that it is so strong that, rather than moving me, it somehow paralyzes me.

What I seek with this message is to find out if anyone has gone through something similar and can help me navigate this situation in the best way possible, at least until my next appointment with my psychologist.

A thousand thanks in advance.