So ever since last February I’ve been meeting weekly with my Youth Support Coordinator at school. February last year my grandfather took his own life so ever since he’s been talking me through my emotions of grief, family and school troubles. Grief became all too much for me to bare and at one stage I started self harming with my own thoughts of suicide. I really owe it to this guy for standing by me in my darkest times. In the times I was never closest with my dad he made it feel like I could come to him and still do whenever I just need to talk, serious or not. When my class has parties or sometimes my teacher allows me to randomly bring in cake I always offer him some and I often write him lengthy letters expressing how grateful I am to have in my last few years of schooling. Buttt the thing is, this year is my last year, obviously the last year I’ll see him too so I’m wanting to do something big and unique that he won’t expect at all as he knows me quite well! I once sent an article with him featured in it to a local mental health magazine in the area in which he eventually found out about and was utterly surprised but I’m wanting to do something again but greater! Would love your help, thanks.