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  • August 2, 2015 at 10:02 am #81062
    CT
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    Leeya

    I’m sorry to hear that you are hurting right now. It sounds as if you have clearly been mislead or that he has changed his mind during the course of the relationship. He sounds as if he has some issues that he needs to work on. When a relationship ends it can often feel as if you do not have any control over the situation especially if the other person is the one breaking up with you. It’s probably come as a big shock to you and your emotions are all over the place.

    Remember it’s ok to feel depressed after a difficult breakup. There’s often many unanswered questions. It is a difficult time. It may be difficult to see this now but if he dragged the relationship out for a much longer time then it would be far worse if he didn’t feel the same way.

    August 2, 2015 at 12:40 pm #81072
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    Dear leeya35:

    Of course you did the right thing… you found out who he is, how could that be the wrong thing? It is painful but it is the right thing. You asked how could he be so selfish. How could he behave like he did this whole time… I don’t know him of course. It could be that he genuinely likes or liked you and enjoyed being with you but part of him is following his mother’s voice, part of him (his mother’s voice in his head) saying: leeya is not good enough for me. I am only having fun with her. I am meant to get married with an Asian woman.

    I tend to think this is very possible, way more possible, in my mind than the possibility that he was faking having fun with you all this time. But regardless, he is lacking the integrity to follow his own feelings and beliefs and so, what can you do? You can’t insert yourself into his psyche and fight the mother-voice in his head.

    I used to think 35 was old, I really did. Not anymore. I am 54. I hope you do not rush and pay attention with the next man- learning from this experience, pay attention to the next man’s attachment to his mother/ parents ahead of time, to the next man’s integrity, is he following his own feelings and beliefs or – his family’s.

    anita

    August 2, 2015 at 1:21 pm #81073
    Elle
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    Thanks Anita for the feedback, I thought he really liked me for whom I am , I thought he was really a nice guy and felt that he was the “one”. I cared and even loved him and hearing him say that cut to the bone, his harsh words. I got mad and said awful things via text next day after breakup, I did apologize, I even asked him if he was sure and he said he was sure. The deceit is what is killing me, and his words, that shattered my view I had of him and all the good times have been overshadowed by his words at time of breakup. He has cut me off and we haven’t communicated in the last three/four weeks . I am in therapy to also address some issues, like he always said I was too clingy and didn’t trust him. I have issues from past abuse and relationships that I need to work on, I am going to resolve those and my self esteem/worth . Maybe I do not need to change so I can be better next time in a relationship. I keep hoping he would call me ,but he hasn’t, that’s why I need to work on my confidence/self esteem.

    August 3, 2015 at 6:33 am #81112
    Inky
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    Hi leeya35,

    I read it as though he was having a good time, and then suddenly his back was up against the wall. That if his mother met you and disapproved, life would become “Real”! So rather than stand up to his mother (probably for the first time in his life) he quickly dumped you. I think he may very well have had feelings for you, but they weren’t deep yet, and certainly not strong enough to contend with the whole Asian culture thing. I would look on this as a huge blessing. If you meekly did what he said with the car, then this could have dragged on for years!

    Inky

    August 3, 2015 at 9:17 am #81121
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    Dear leeya35:

    I second Inky. At a time when you are not overwhelmed with pain over this breakup, I hope you get curious about what you can learn from this. There is a meaningful lesson or lessons to be learned which can make life more interesting if not less painful. The more I get curious the less I sink in despair.

    anita

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