Dear CinCin:
Thank you for sharing something so personal. It’s incredibly brave to speak up about this kind of hurt, especially when it echoes past wounds.
You’re not off base at all. The feelings you’re experiencing make complete sense, especially given the pattern—being excluded before, and now sensing something similar unfold again. It’s not just about this one trip; it’s about wanting to be included from the start, not added as an afterthought.
Your wife’s apology matters—it shows that she cares and is open to hearing how this impacted you. And I hope the door is still open for you to express why it hurt, not just that it did. Because being invited is one thing… but feeling included—from the beginning—is something else entirely.
As for why this keeps happening, it may be unintentional. People fall into old habits, make assumptions, or avoid discomfort without realizing the impact. But that doesn’t make the hurt any less real—or any less worthy of being acknowledged.
I’m so glad you spoke up. You deserve to feel like you belong. Not just as a +1, but as someone whose presence is genuinely wanted.
With warmth, Anita