Thank you for your help. The only reason I’ve reached out was because I’ve been hurting for a while and like you said the pain will have to be endured.

I’m trying to get through this in a positive light and will be coming back everyday to read the advice I’ve been getting on this thread. I appreciate it all @anita @jonkirkham. Im seeing her tomorrow, I’ve been up and down this weekend but hopefully with the help I’ve gotten from this thread tomorrow will be different and a bit more enduring. Thank you all and any other support is most welcome

Shaheed