I’ve been married 30 years. My husband left me for a younger woman he is cheating on me with. I begged him to stay. He has turned so cold and I’m devastated. He was my family and best friend. I’m broken. I’m searching for some help. I saw a zen video online that helped me. I was viewing videos get him back or pray for him to come back. I love him I want him back despite how he left. I’m pathetic.