Hi, thanks for asking. I feel ok only when I’m active, as I stop, the doubts and fears are back again. tomorrow i’M going to meet my psychiatrist. It is a year we didn’t meet. I always feel very tired and I dont know if it is the hot weather, my mind, or I need a vacation. Maybe it’s a lot of reasons together. The positiv part is that since I opened myself here I feel less weight to carry.
you are absolutely welcome! I hope all is well, and may you have a blessed day. You were given obstacles because God knew you could handle them. Yes it is hard, but you are a very strong woman from what I see, with all you have endured. I hope this made your day a bit better 🙂
I just had to say that when I read your post I see a survivor, a fighter, and a warrior. You just hang in there and keep up the fight. You gave me strength today, you are a blessing. Much Peace and happiness to you
Hi my dears 🙂
I’m trying to change my daily routine, and I’m trying to do different things…being active in general.
I’m introvert and I’m not the queen of the dance floor or a party girl. But this doesn’t mean I’m boring or something. I have actually 3 friends (yes…easy to count them) but they laugh a lot with me, I’m funny, I love to laugh and make jokes.
My friends don’t leave near to me, I’m in the suburbia and they in the city. There is nothing exiting here, but once a year for 4 days there is a festival here. I’ve invited them, more than once, I said they could stay for the night in my house, I’ve tried everything, they’ve never come.
This is just an example, but they’ve never seen my house, where I live. In two years!
For example, I drive 2 hours to stay with them at the beach, and I don’t even like tan, but I did it for being all together.
This is a little unpleasant.
It’s ok to go to a big city, stay with them etc etc but it is always me to them. And coming home alone at night is not my favorite thing. I feel a little uncomfortable.
I don’t know who to explain to them my feelings, I don’t even know if it is a good idea. I don’t know what to do.
I don’t want to exaggerate but sometimes I feel like living in the suburbia is degrading, because nobody wants to come.
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