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Is this even possible?
I have had some life-awareness recently. It’s not that I have been unaware, but more like in denial about the true nature of my 20+ year marriage. Although it has been happy for the most part, I now am feeling I buried the bad, and it is resurfacing in flood-like waves. Why?? It feels divinely inspired (I had a recent spiritual experience as well, to further add to this story)and shortly after this began, I had waves of emotion for a man I loved first in my life. This has been a complete surprise to me. I have him coming in my dreams. Can a soul mate be established early in your life? I have honestly not thought of him in years. Where does this come from?
I made contact with him recently. We had a truly remarkable encounter. It has not made me want to flee my marriage, and this man is not expecting me to. Quite the contrary. We both acknowledged a deep love for each other that has remained all of these years, and feel we are soul mates. Has anyone ever experienced this before?

What if I tell u I experience almost the exact same thing!!! Can we pm or anything?

Thanks Anita for your kind reply. I have this similar weird things happened to me. I had a colleague whom we worked tgt for 9 months. He was treating me with extraordinary care and I think I felt he was special but I didn’t know why. In between that 10 years we sent new year greetings to one another, nothing else. Recently he added me on social media, and sent me new year greetings again after few years of disconnection. Since that day I couldn’t stop thinking about him. From thinking to missing to longing to yearning.. and even crying. It’s like something has been awakened and I suddenly noticed I have been loving him but I buried it.I check the astrology chart and so found that we had a lot of karmic related and soul/ spiritual connection aspects. I dreamed of him a lot and sometimes there are waves of emotion hitting me hard like I can suddenly cry out of nowhere. I practise Buddhism. To me it seems like some past life memories popping up.when I cry it wasn’t like a cry from this life but some kind of ache from the past. I wonder what is happening and whether anyone experience the same.

Dear Anita,

Thank you so much for taking your time and effort to reply. 🙂

This is something I seriously couldn’t understand. I’m living a good life.. I get lots of love and care in my life. So I guess it is not due to lack of love or needing someone to fill the void. I do have a stable partner.

But his reappearance in my life.. triggered something I couldn’t explain. Even pain. When nothing seems to happen in this life. It felt very much like some past life things. I’m not sure if you believe in astrology.. I’m 100% into it but I see it as a guideline as it somehow points the relation between two or how is the basic guide present for one. There are a lot of karmic related aspects between us.So I wonder if it reawakens something in the past. Coz I’m also practising Buddhism, chanting and etc, im quite sensitive to energy.

Anyway, thanks for acknowledging. Maybe I will take more time to process my emotions and see how it goes.

Much appreciated 😊

Regards,
Scw

Dear Scw:

Thank you for sharing your thoughts so openly. It’s clear that this experience has stirred something deep within you, and I can sense how much you’re trying to make sense of these emotions and their origins.

The fact that you feel so strongly—even when there was no major event in this life that explains it—suggests that there may be something deeper at play, whether spiritually, energetically, or emotionally.

Processing emotions, especially ones that seem to come from somewhere beyond this lifetime, can take time. Giving yourself space to sit with them, observe them, and allow them to unfold naturally sounds like a gentle and mindful approach.

I just looked it up and read that there are several online resources that explore karmic connections, past life emotions, and spiritual insights through Buddhism and astrology, two of which are: * Exploring Karmic Astrology – This resource offers insights into karmic lessons, astrology charts, and spiritual connections, and * Understanding Karmic Relationships – This article explores the emotional intensity of karmic relationships, explaining how unresolved past experiences can manifest in present-day connections.

Whatever this experience means for you, I hope it brings clarity and deeper understanding as you navigate it. Wishing you peace as you reflect and process—take all the time you need. 💙

anita

Dear Scw:

Thank you for your kind words. It means a lot to know that you feel supported and understood—your emotions are absolutely valid, and healing is such a personal journey. Sometimes, unexpected moments can stir deep feelings, even when the past itself seems uneventful, and that just speaks to the complexity of what we carry inside us.

I’m really glad you’re slowly finding healing, and I hope exploring the resources brings some additional insight and peace. No rush—just take things at the pace that feels right for you. Sending lots of love your way. 💕

anita