Dear all,

I am so glad to have found this forum, to provide me a more holistic/spiritual perspective on my situation.
I will try to be concise with my story, and thank you for your time.

As my topic title indicates – I have an exhausting history of jobhopping. At the moment I am 32, and 7 years graduated from Art school.
Since graduating I have been staying at jobs for approximately 1 – 1,5 years. In my professional career I have not succeeded to stay longer at a job, in order for me to grow in responsibility & trust from my superiors. So as you can imagine – I am very very dissapointed with my current careerpath. The whole issue with every job, is that it’s starts well; both party seems to be keen to work it out, but at some point the relationship damages and I leave the job.

It seems a destructive and unhealthy pattern of me, I am very sensitive and can pick up people’s energy/intention. At this moment the same pattern is being played out again: I started well at a company to cover a lady’s maternity leave. During her leave I was given the responsibility she had. Since 2 months she is back, and the dynamics have changed. I no longer have responsiblity and have become her junior. I am being secluded from strategic thinking/meeting/planning, only to be involved when there is execution involved.

I have brought up this issue a few times, but they consider it me being overly sensitive ‘and it’s not ‘PERSONAL’. Due to a miscommunication one of the owners of the company start to dislike me, and he is the main source of seclusion. The other boss seems to play fair.

I am getting more and more depressed every day, and I feel stuck and blocked. I also don’t think this relationship can be repaired.
So for now I am waiting to collect more courage to find a new job.

The reason of me sharing this is I wanted to know if people have experienced this feeling of ‘being put off/aside’? It makes you feel so minor.

Thank you,

Nicky