Hello,
I like this forum so, I decided to writte a recent experience that was hard to overcome, I started a relatioship as a rebound from my ex ,I didn’t give the time ,because work , studies and family , so I never was really 100% involved at the beggining. I am not the romantic type ,is hard for me to get into the rose-pink phases of love sickness , but with the time this person show me how to be affectionated and how to talk with my heart ,so i became emotional machine .I didn’t like my partners behavoiur and lack of organization in almost all lifes aspects. I was wrtitting down all the things that I didn’ like ,just for example : trouble with the law, ex-pot head, disfuctional familiy, poor judment in important matters.I overlook all this in the name of my growing love ,that was becoming growing pain, and I decided to give a try and demostrated that love will help us , romantic foolish. My friends and familiy didn’t feel comfortable around this person and that make me uneasy. I broke up with my ex in the name of my sanity and beause my partner cross the line being a compulsive liar ,I felt so tired of being stupid and non-rational . My parnert beg for our reconciliation ,but my heart close up ,and I started to look into myself what is the problem with me ,I decided that I have to work in my selfsteeem and how to bring healthier people in my life.MY heart is torn because I feel gulity of my partner sufering ,but I need to love myself right now.