So it has been 6 months since my break up and I know I need to move on. I think of him so often its annoying. About a few weeks ago I saw my ex at this event. I was so shocked and didn’t say anything to him, I just kept walking. I always thought about what I would do if i were given the chance to see or talk to him again and there was the opportunity and I passed it up.  I dont know if he saw me or not.

I know he is already talking to other girls cause after spotting him there I looked at his social media and he’s being a major flirt with other girls. He just looks so happy and I am happy that he is happy. But it hurts because I have been hoping he would come back to me. how pathetic is that? That this entire time I have been waiting for someone who isn’t even thinking of me.

I just want to stop missing him

I do have crushes on other ppl but idk if it is going to go anywhere. I feel like when I meet someone I’m interested in I overthink everything and I feel inferior to them. A part of me feels like I shouldn’t talk to other dudes, that I should just focus on healing but another part of me feels like talking to other guys will help me move on.

I don’t know what to do about this situation.