Right now I’m in a difficult spot, don’t know what is the right thing to do.
First option:
If I find a job right now (cleaning or something similar) and work for a two years from now on, I’ll have enough money to go to Canada, work there and then start to study character illustration and concept art which is my dream job.
Second option:
If I start to practice drawing every single day and keep up doing it for a year from now, I’ll have a small or a fair chance to find a job in a game industry that I want so bad and earn enough money in one year and go to Canada pursuing my dreams even further.
Here is the tough part.
I have just finished my high school education two weeks ago.
Right now I’m still living with my parents and because of that I have a feeling that I don’t deserve a food or a place to sleep because I don’t have a job and making money to help them pay the bills. (We are a middle class family)
What should I do?
Find a job right now and pursue dreams later, or start to pursue dreams right now and find a job later.
I’ll turn 20 this November.