More: I know when I gave up on moving things in MY life. I became like a leaf in the wind, going any way the wind went, not my power, the wind took me, often to bad places. It was like I did not exist, as if I had no power. As if I was incapable of making good choices. Please do tell me your story…

Stop looking into the numbers, your overthinking it. Even if the signs are real it doesn’t matter. The point is you need to get you heart and mind out of the wishing mode and start being in either grateful mode or imagine mode as if you are already living your dreams in reality. What would that look like to you in your mind and heart? Feel it, imagine it, and let it go. Then do the work that needs to be done in order for opportunities to come your way. Consistency and persistence is the key on your part, if you hit a road block, keep going, failure is vital to the journey that’s where the nuggets of gold and wisdom is. Listen to Dr. Wayne Dyer on Youtube. That helped me. Meditation helped me. Especially Dr. Wayne Dyer’s AHHHH meditation. Look it up on youtube.Do it everyday. Wanting or wishing all the time is dangerous, what that implies is you want something you still don’t have, that image of you not having it, what ever it may be, is a problem, that’s the message you are calling out to the source, the energy, universe, god, whatever it is to you. You gotta see yourself having it and do the work to get to that reality. Sometimes if you feel passionately about wanting or wishing something that’s exactly what you are going to get. You will continue to wish away because your mind is in wish mode. I hope this helps, forgive me if i said anything out of line.

By the way I too have a weird connection to the number 11, i use to see the number 11 everywhere, especially when I would check the clock. This is due to my father. My dad was born on Nov 11 and died on Nov 11. I was born on Mar 11. The number 11 has a special significance to me, its connected to my dad. I am just letting you know ahead of time that these numbers have no real significance, the only significance it has is when you give meaning to it. The point is you focused on a number and now you keep seeing it. What you should learn from that is you have this ability of focus and when you apply that intention with focus and meditation you start to attract it to your world. Start thinking in terms of the great adventure already happened and describe to yourself what it would be. If you dont know than I suggest you do Dr. Wayne Dyer’s Ahhh meditation. The meditation loosens the mind and opens you to more creativity and ideas you never thought of before. hope this helped. Forgive me if i said anything out of line.

Lots of advice here, but I just wanted to add my 2 cents 🙂
Here’s the thing about thoughts and beliefs – they have power – if you believe there’s significance in the numbers, it is probably true. If you believe there’s no significance in the numbers, that’s probably true too. Matter follows where the energy is. You can materialize what you believe. It’s true. However the process is not that straightforward – it’s easy enough to see the synchronicity in seeing numbers on a clock, however making bigger things happen is a bigger deal. But you can make your dream happen!

BUT – what is your dream? You need to be able to name it, commit to it, obsess over it, want it with all your heart – for things to follow through. Having a vague idea of an adventure isn’t enough. You need to be able to articulate it.

Here’s an article I wrote about finding your purpose – see if it helps you:
http://www.mindbodygreen.com/0-16692/the-5-paths-to-discovering-your-dharma.html

Every person has a soul purpose – I’d love to be able to help you find yours if you’re interested.
Namaste, Saiisha
saiisha[at]rocketmail.com