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March 20, 2025 at 10:45 pm #444280
Yana
ParticipantI’m on phone and one line got lost in my last post. I just wanted to add that it is fine that we can learn from each other… from experiences and also the different way of thinking and processing things… 😊☀️
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March 20, 2025 at 11:29 pm #444281Alessa
ParticipantHi Jana
Enjoy the beautiful morning! ❤️
Yes, a lot of theory, but in practice it is an entirely different beast. These things are not easy… it is very much an emotional process.
I don’t believe it is possible to fix another person, these things are very much a personal journey. I just wanted to share my experience of my own challenges with these difficulties and what has helped me to manage it. You are not alone.
I enjoy learning from others. I have learned many things from you!
March 21, 2025 at 8:04 am #444299anita
ParticipantDear Jana:
Thank you so much for your kind replies! 🌼☀️ I loved the image you painted of birds singing, the sun shining, and flowers waking up—it’s such a beautiful reminder to appreciate the simple joys around us. I completely understand that you weren’t—or aren’t—in the mood for intellectualizing, and that’s perfectly okay.
What you shared about us learning from each other really resonates with me. I’m realizing that part of this process is about meeting each other where we are. I want to be more mindful, when posting to you, of sharing in a simpler, more conversational way that emphasizes connection rather than intellectualizing.
Thank you again for sharing your thoughts and perspective—it’s always such a pleasure to read your posts. Wishing you a wonderful weekend filled with sunshine, birdsong, and blooming flowers! 🌸😊
anita
April 1, 2025 at 11:33 am #444560anita
ParticipantThinking about you, Jana, hoping you are well 😊💙
anita
April 5, 2025 at 12:16 pm #444656anita
ParticipantDear Jana:
On the day you started this thread, Feb 14, 2025, you posted: “For me self-compassion is all about forigiving and accepting, which is not easy but it brings a wonderful sense of self-liberation.
I find self-acceptance more challenging because for many years I have lived believing that what others say about me (criticism) is true. It takes a lot of mental and emotional effort to reprogram these beliefs.
I will continue on Monday. Meanwhile, feel free to share your thoughts on self-compassion and please communicate with each other – this is not only about me.”-
– it is only in the last couple of days that I am perceiving the shame and guilt that followed me from an early age- not as enemies, but as friends. To be more accurate, I perceive the emotions involved in my early-life shame and guilt as friends because the motivation behind these emotions was to lead me to fixing myself and my behaviors so that I can be loved. In other words, these emotions wanted love for me. This is a very friendly motivation.
On the other hand, the thinking (cognitive processing) involved in shame and guilt were untrue, wrongly telling me that I was born terribly faulty and inferior to others (shame), and that I brought about my mother’s suffering (guilt)- these thoughts were untrue, and they were indeed my enemies.
I can’t help but hope, Jana, that you too see all your emotions as your friends and correct- not the emotions- but the thinking involved.
anita
April 6, 2025 at 10:28 am #444669Alessa
ParticipantHi Everyone
I’ve been working on self-compassion again. I’ve been working on managing my needs and boundaries. I think it has been very helpful. I feel that things are less stressful and more peaceful.
I’m someone who habitually doesn’t pay attention to my own needs and prefers to focus on other people. It has been a journey, getting to know myself and meeting needs that I have ignored for so long.
I’m working on my compassion for others when people are rude too. My goal is to be able to listen without being triggered and respond with love.
April 9, 2025 at 8:08 am #444742Yana
ParticipantHello Anita,
I am not sure what you mean. I have learned to enjoy both positive and negative emotions. I let them come and go. I don’t dwell on my emotions and it makes my life so much happier. A lot has changed since I started practicing meditation and mindfulness carefully.
Hello Alessa,
I understand and agree with you. Now when somebody is rude, I know it is not him or her, but a kind of suffering in the person. When the suffering is too strong and thus too overwhelming for me, I leave the person with kind and peaceful thoughts. I send him or her my good wishes in my mind, but for my wellbeing I need to leave the person. I am not yet strong enough to be able to heal others with my energy and compassion… and that’s absolutely okay. I am not worried or disappointed that I cannot help others anymore. I know I must help myself first.
I liked this video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IrJwo86KDfc&t=737s
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April 9, 2025 at 10:37 am #444745anita
ParticipantI appreciate your thoughts, Jana. Wishing you well on your mindfulness journey 😊☀️
anita
April 10, 2025 at 1:44 am #444759Yana
ParticipantFrom the video and the comment section that really resonates with me and (self-)compassion:
“It’s not my place to impose myself on another…” A beautiful sentiment. I, too, have come to recognize non-intervention as an incredible way to show your love and support for others, respecting their unique path…” ☀️☀️ 🪷
April 10, 2025 at 7:38 pm #444787Alessa
ParticipantHi Jana
I think that is really important to take care of your own needs. I’m glad that you give yourself that grace. ❤️
That is how I think of it too, people suffering.
I feel like I’m too sensitive at the moment and I don’t want people to feel rejected by me.
I don’t mean that in a bad way towards myself. I just shut down earlier than I would like to. I want to be able to hold space for someone else’s pain. I don’t feel bad about it. I just want to be able to do that because I feel like it is important for me to learn to do.
April 10, 2025 at 9:44 pm #444789Yana
ParticipantHello Alessa,
In my opinion it always depends on specific situation, specific people, specific pain, …
Someone’s pain is bearable, someone’s pain can be too much for us… someone hurt is kind and willing to change, someone hurt is very toxic and hurt others…
It also depends on us, our sensitivity, abilities to filter others suffering…
I leave when I see that the person in pain is not willing to change. How can I help then? I can’t. Also, who am I to try to change them? It is their unique path, they have to go through their own life and suffering to be able to grow. “It is not my place to impose myself on others.” I might try to tell them that I care and wait if my words will reach the person one day and he/she will decide to take steps to heal.
I am writing about things such as alcoholism, toxic negativity… I don’t know what you are writing about. It all depends on specific situation.
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April 10, 2025 at 11:57 pm #444792Alessa
ParticipantHi Jana
That is honestly fair! I don’t mean to suggest that it is something that everyone should do.
I will have my limits too. My PTSD has always been very tricky and I have had difficulties with shutting down at the slightest thing for my whole life. The purpose is not to change another person. I just want to be able to be emotionally present a bit more for people. It makes people feel rejected and like I don’t care when I shut down and end conversations. It would be nice to be able to stay calm during conversations too.
I don’t know how much will be possible… I just want to try.
April 11, 2025 at 1:53 am #444796Yana
ParticipantHello Alessa,
I think I understand. I sometimes need to leave when the discussion is too heated… or even when the discussion is fine but too loud, I just have to take a rest. It is connected to my introversion and sensitivity. In my case, I feel that I am actually emotionally present too much (maybe?) and that’s why it is sometimes really overwhelming for me… But it seems to me that it is different in your case?
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April 11, 2025 at 5:21 am #444797Yana
ParticipantAnita, I apologize for missing your post on April 1. I cannot see this page very well on my phone – the layout of the website is off the screen and I cannot see the posts well.
I was and am doing fine. Our dog was in heat a few days ago and a tiny dog sneaked into our garden and she bit him. ☹️ Fortunately, he was okay. I took him home (He is a frequent visitor. I know where he lives.) And within a few minutes he came back and got bitten again! It seems that the instinct to reproduce is stronger than the instinct to self-preservation. 😅
I hope you are doing fine, too. I guess that now you will have a lot to do at work. The spring is here and the season of working outside just started. 😊 We have a lot to do, too. We are building a new place for wood storage and preparing our garden for new seeds etc.
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April 11, 2025 at 9:19 am #444808anita
ParticipantDear Jana:
No worries at all about the missed post—I can imagine how frustrating it must be when the website layout makes it difficult to see everything properly.
It’s good to hear you’re doing fine! That little dog sounds determined—getting bitten once and still coming back! 😅 Nature really does have its own logic sometimes.
It has been warm here, but also rainy, so I’ve been stuck waiting for dry weather. My mower is broken, so I haven’t been able to cut the tall spring grass. Hopefully, I can get back to it soon!
Sounds like you have a busy season ahead with building storage and preparing your garden. Wishing you smooth progress with everything! 😊
anita
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