Thank you Jasmine-3 and Big blue for the kind words. I am starting to reel slowly out of this and I hope things will be better if not great moving forward both for me and for her. I always wished and still wish good things for her. I hope she gets what she wants in life, preferably and hopefully in legitimate and ethical ways. I pray God to help her. Again, my love was true and nothing is going to change that fact. I think it is incredible to be loved by someone – I hope I will find a soul who can love me truly and lives with me for that love.