My boyfriend and I have been together for 3 1/2 years. When we first got together everything was alright. I caught him talking to few females in the beginning of the relationship but we got over it. Soon after I ended up getting pregnant and we ended up getting our own place. Once we got our own place he was barely there he was lazy I didn’t feel like he helped enough and everything just started falling apart. We got into a couple physical fights. We don’t fight anymore. He don’t trust me he forever think I’m messing around I don’t trust him he has Facebook and I don’t. Over all he is a good guy he helps with the kids. He keeps me laughing the sex is still perfect. But overtime I’ve been tired of not doing anything no communication sitting in silence. I asked him to pay the rent bill he swore up and down he forgotten. So here recently I told him I couldn’t do it anymore we had our little talk but the next day while he was sleep I packed some of my things and left to my moms80 miles away he broke down saying he can’t do it without me he loves me he wants me to come home he’s sorry he know it’s his fault he wants to change he just needs help he’s willing to do whatever to get me back I’m his only friend I care about him more than anyone etc etc. I’m very numb to everything right now I don’t know how to feel I don’t know what to do. I see better opportunities since I moved and I only been gone a day. I’m tired of the same ol in the city I moved from I’m ready for new things. Things has changed a little over the years. He stopped leaving all the time he’s home more but for some reason I feel like it’s to late. I told him I don’t want to move back down there because there’s nothing for me now he wants to come down here with me. Should I go back or what should I do. I love him we been through EVERYTHING together. Everything. I hate to see him cry and beg but for some reason I can’t cry I don’t feel anything