Dear Pavel,

good that you blocked him. I know it’s hard because of this pull that you feel towards him, but you know where it leads… into the abyss… so yes, try to resist the pull.

I always were. As a little child, in my teens years, and even now, in my adulthood. Maybe more than ever before.

It’s probably related to your childhood sexual abuse. Did you feel demonic presence before that? Regarding your psychosis, when did it start happening – if it’s not too much to ask?

I need to get rid of people like Lukas, my brother and some of my friends.

What kind of relationship do you have with your brother today? Again, you don’t need to answer if you don’t feel like talking about it…

Dear Pavel,

I am not sure when I first felt the “demonic presence” for the first time. Because of environment I grew up in. It was full of.. toxicity. Father was an alcoholic constantly beating my mother. Lot of bad energies since I was born.

Yes, that’s an extremely harsh environment to grow up in. Perhaps even your brother’s abusive behavior was related to growing up in this toxic, traumatic environment. Did your mother know your brother was abusing you?

But my psychosis started to happen after I have experienced death for the first time.

Could your say a bit more about it? Was it a near-death experience?