I was with my ex partner for 13 years. We went through IVF and found out she could not have children. We drifted apart from each other and last year we decided to go our separate ways. I have a feeling of guilt everyday. We are trying to stay friends sometimes i find it hard and just want to cuddle her and tell her how much i still love her. I still live in the house that we lived in for all them years. Been trying to change the house around but it has lots of memory in here. So my question is this. Can we stay friends? How can I do this because everyday is a challenge just to get out of bed.
I feel depressed because I still love her. We see each other everyday whether it be for 5 minutes or 5 hours. We still live in each other’s pockets. Having meats together going shopping or walking the dogs even just sitting and watching tele.