Yes I still enjoy it, ofcourse 🙁 I’ll try again to make her stop.. The blushing will probably get worse but this bad relationship should end anyways.. No one can end this blushing and this relationship except me, by having the right mindset.

Thanks alot for your vision Anita

Much love

Regi

I told her to stop seducing me with sexy texts when she was trying to seduce me again. I tried to say it friendly but that didn’t work. This was 2 days ago.

Yesterday I told her to stop, again. I told her I didn’t want to be her plan B anymore and that I wanted to move on. I said that this situation was becoming truly insane. She said: whatever. So I didn’t answer that text anymore. After that she got really pissed because I didn’t answer on her ‘whatever’, so we had a fight. I didn’t hold back like I used to, I said everything I wanted to say.

This morning she raged at me AGAIN because she didn’t like to be confronted with the fact that our situation is fucked up. She starts talking about it but she can’t handle my responses. I’m ignoring her now, I’m not sure if we can remain friends… At this moment I hate her, she rages about every single word that she doesn’t want to hear.

I just wanted to share this, I feel stupid that I have invested so much effort in this girl…

Regi

Dear anita

Like you said I made it my decision. She wanted to talk about it, we also talked about if it was possible to remain regular friends. We concluded that it would be difficult, but we decided to try anyways, like always. I regret the fact that I’ve been so friendly because she was being very sweet in return. I like it too much when she’s happy and kind, and she was also dressed extra sexy…

I realize now that I still feel very attracted to her, now even more… I can’t help it :s

Deep down I know that we can’t be friends without constant temptation and struggle to not kiss each other… I feel sad, I don’t want her out of my life, but I know I should end this.. My feelings and the logical part of my brain are fighting, it makes me tired…

Regi