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The Feeling of Love- what does it mean?

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  • July 5, 2026 at 2:45 pm #459181
    ScottyDye
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    I’m sorry about what you’re going through =/. My mom gets under my skin until I bubble over with emotions I keep hidden inside and need to release. We love each other, just can’t live together.

    Just a dude living life.

    July 5, 2026 at 5:49 pm #459184
    anita
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    Thank you, ScottyDye. I’ll reply to you further in your new thread.

    July 8, 2026 at 10:56 pm #459316
    anita
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    The feeling of love: at first (as a child), it was a never-ending reaching out for love. I ran after my mother:

    LOVE ME, LOVE ME, I WILL DO ANYTHING, EVERYTHING…

    There was no pacing of that love.

    Then later came the severe suppression: withdrawing, distant, turned inward; frozen, not moving.

    And then, with healing, came the opening: only at times, on a few occasions, I sent “too much” love, too much emotion, more than the other person can absorb or feel comfortable with.

    But I didn’t know that.

    Didn’t know how to pace it.

    I guess it’s the middle way, that which is between Nothing at all AND Everything all at once.

    Anita

    July 8, 2026 at 11:32 pm #459317
    anita
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    I am experiencing more emotion right now (close to midnight) than I can rationalize or categorize into neat labels and a sense of control.

    It’s this pain, a never-ending, never-to-be-soothed early pain of love unmet, day in and day out, night after night, year after year, 7, 17, 27, 37, 47, 57-year-old face, light turned off, love-empty for too long, frozen at 7.

    How, how can a whole world be so unaware of the little hears hurting so much, yearning for love that’s NOT THERE?

    B Back in the morning.

    Anita

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