Early Evening Stream of Consciousness:
I noticed that as much as I want connection with others in real-life, I easily get tired with most and need a break. It’s just difficult for me to listen and follow a fast-paced speech (faced-paced for me) because of auditory processing difficulties and attention-related challenges related to my ADHD and Auditory Processing Disorder (APD. Therefore, I am turned off to a lot of people irl simply because, for me- they talk too much, too fast, or in an unstructured way that I am not able to follow.
This is why alone-time is very important to me, and why communicating with people in these forums is so much preferrable to irl interactions: Here, I have all the time to read and process information at my own pace, and understand what people are actually saying.
People in-real-life who naturally talk slowly and little.. why, they are a blessing in my world!
It’s raining cats and dogs here. I managed to complete a 3.5 mile walk before the rain escalated. It refreshed my brain!
About anger and transcendence: I accept and embrace my anger. I welcome it back home: Welcome Home, Anger!
No emotion is left outside in the cold, or in the heavy rain.
Rain is intensifying right now.
I am grateful to be protected from the heavy rain. I am very fortunate.
Back to anger: I am not feeling it. Accepted and embraced, it’s not screaming, insisting to be heard.
It’s silent and all I am hearing is the rain.
anita
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