Nature reinforces my strengths and weaknesses as a human being.
Nature helps me to learn to be in the present moment. It teaches me a lot about suffering, life and death. It teaches me meekness and respect. It is truly incredible how much suffering animals and plants can endure.
However, nature still reminds me of this feeling… of not belonging to people. The call of the wild, the Lone Wolf in me which I have to keep an eye on… to stay in this cage of society. And I am not free. And when I am not free, I do not feel safe.
Sometimes I think I shouldn’t have been born as a human being or my soul wouldn’t have suffered so much from the feeling of alienation.
But I am okay. It is a fight that I will win in the end… one day, one lifetime. 🙂