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    Seankits93
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    My ex girlfriend broke up with me back in June. Basically she found old dating apps on my phone that I either never went on and forgot they were there or they were viruses that appeared when I turned my phone on or off. The one real one was hot or not and I never even talked to anyone on it and the virus was meetme I clicked on that infromt of her and it went on the Internet and said download it now. One of the reasons I forgot they were there was that I had bad OCD and would get anxiety if I went on those pages so I never did and truthfully forgot about them. She didn’t believe me. During it the most threatening or mean thing I said was maybe I should hurt myself but said I was sorry right after. I also said I couldn’t eat or sleep I was so sad. We were with each other and said nice things for more days after that. A week After the break up I made a fake Facebook account that she probably knew was me so she so she added my real one back but ended up blocking both. I erased the fake one.
    Another mistake I made was 2 weeks after I went to a bar with a friend and added 3 girls on Facebook because my friend told me to . she saw this and blocked my account and dropped off everything I gave her. We even became friends for a week after. Then I sent her another big text to try and get back with her . She said don’t text me. But then we snap chatted for about a week almost as if talking to each other. Then the last text so far from my phone was August 9 I sent her a nice happy birthday and she talked nice the whole day but the next morning I sent a very nice good morning and she got mad and said I was talking to other girls on snapchat . She was second friend because she didn’t talk to me anymore and I just got random hellos from people. I got mad and said she hurt me to so I should block her. But she knew other ways to contact me and that I love her. She replied with FU and blocked my phone and Facebook. A week later I sent a small text from my friends phone but I didn’t get to say everything I wanted to. A week after that I dropped off a gift I got her earlier that she returned on her street in front of her house but not on her property.
    Earlier in November I went on meetme that I just downloaded for the first time because that was the virus one she got mad at ,to try and move one because everybody was telling me to and saw her on it . I didn’t try talking to her I just clicked on her profile then she blocked mine.

    Basically because im scared of her mom I called a lawyer about this and he said the whole meetme thing reset time in the lawys eyes so January should be fine but if she gets a mean cop they might be able to do something. So he said probably by like may I should be clear to send it. And for now if I dont send it until then I should try to get someone to talk to her and ask her if she is willing to hear an apology. Also I talked to him about the letter itself and this is the new one . He shortened it alot so it didn’t say hurt or threaten or remind her of any bad things. What do you think does it still have the same effect without going into details?

    Hi this Sean

    I still feel bad about how things ended between us and feel like I never got the chance to formally apologize to you. I flew over 18 mile creek lately and thought about how fun it was to go hiking there and every else with you.

    I was very immature back then. I should have been more aware of what was on my phone and erased those apps when we got into our relationship. I now know I should have just listened to my heart after the break up and not what others said to do. As you know you were my first love so I didn’t know how to handle the situation. Even though I tried to move on I would just think of you. I have matured since and have realized how childish I acted. I should have known how treasure and respect you better back then. I have now learned how to handle future relationships. I’m apologizing from the bottom of my heart .

    You have shown me many possibilities in life and shown me many great things. You have made me smile ,very happy and above all you have made me love you and that’s what life is. I will never forget this.

    I know this is a lot to ask of you given what has happened between us, but I would like you to think about possibly talking sometime. maybe at white rabbit because I know you like that place a lot and catch up a bit. I really enjoyed going places like that to eat with you especially when we sat our own way. Theres a lot of new and exciting things happening in my life and I would like to share the exciting news with you. I’m very interested to listen to anything you would like to say and would like to hear what you have been up to lately.
    I understand if you do not want to meet or talk and will not bother you again .this will be my farewell if that’s the case. I hope that your having fun at school the pictures you used to show me of it looked awesome. It must be really fun being able to ride your new bike there. That sounds like it would be an amazing time with you.

    I do wish you the best in life and I thank you for all the fun times we had

    #69223
    Snails
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    Hi Seankits

    I read through this revised letter you want to send a few times, and think you’ve done a fine job in expressing yourself. I think the lawyer is right there’s no need to go into details more then what is in this letter. It’s good that you wished this person that was so important in your life well for her future and want to tell her how important she was to you and how you’ve grown as a person. If you send this letter in May as he advised (if a lawyer says this is the best time it’s probably very good advice to listen and do ok) please be aware that if you don’t get a reply back at least you got to express yourself in this fine letter, and that’s a healing thing to do for yourself as well. Sometimes people even write goodbye letters and never send them, it’s more to help ourselves in overcoming our sadness in losing someone.

    I can tell you really cared deeply for her and are feeling sad about how things turned out, your missing her and wished perhaps that you could be more like the person you are now, with her. Often the rough times, though they make us sad, teach us our biggest lessons in life and I was glad to hear in your letter that you’ve learnt things from losing this person in your life. Being able to learn from mistakes is such a very important thing and sometimes people come into our lives, especially, to help teach us lessons. Try to focus on how you’re becoming a more mature young man because of this, and all the things you have learnt.

    I think perhaps if you still wish to send the letter in May (as the layer advised) send it away knowing it is a ‘Goodbye letter’ and that you are wishing her well, because even though you might send this letter things may stay as they are now ok? and in the mean time focus on healing this sadness in yourself. Forgive yourself for the past, keep growing and learning about yourself. You sound in the letter you wrote to her, that you’re doing a great job on your personal growth:) but this path of life is always open for new learning and growth until we all are old and spending our days in our rocking chairs 🙂

    Be kind to yourself, go out and have some fun with your friends, you deserve some fun.

    It might be hard to imagine just now but there is no ‘one’ person out there that is our perfect partner by letting go of the past and healing yourself you open yourself up to all that the future has open to you, someone else who will also be very dear to your heart, and you’ll be able to look back to the time before June with fondness, as lovely memories because your life has moved fore ward as life should.

    You sound like a great person!
    Best wishes to you

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