Hi there Veronica,

When it comes to angels or spiritual messages, I do believe that there is some presence and that there could be some form of contact, but for the most part the responsibility lies on your shoulders. One great mistake in life is over relying on superstition to help guide your life. Think of it more as a post it note that somebody left on your computer or desk to help remind you of a task or chore that needs to be completed. I’m pretty sure that nobody sits at their desk and overthinks or concentrates heavily on that post it note. They either accomplish the task or leave it there. As well, energy is a key factor or contributor when it comes to receiving spiritual messages. Remember all those numbers that you have emotional attachment to are stored deep down in your subconscious. (I,e: People who play lotto numbers)
Take for example my situation, more specifically my username. The reason why I have the “85” in my username is due to the fact that my grandfather passed away at that age and he was a person who I thought would continue to “be there” for me. But unfortunately he had to physically pass away. But the energy is still there and that’s why 85 is sentimental to me, and it motivates me to improve myself and others. while for example other numbers such as 75 or 84 mean nothing to me.
One exercise I would suggest would be a meditation activity where you sit in silence and clear your mind of all emotional attachments to numbers, signs, etc. (I should do it as well) When your mind is clear then you begin to experience the feeling of living life without the emotional attachment and understand that they are just numbers or objects. This way of thinking though requires continuous practice and strong discipline.
Thank You and Take Care
-AP85