Anita,

spent the first night in new apartment last night. Very stressful and tiring day but got mostly everything done except some little things. My ex was helpful helping.  It was really nice waking up by myself and getting ready in peace lol.  However I woke up at 2:30?with a panic attack and was not surprised.  They usually happen with stress, being overtired, and in a new environment.  Hoping tonight will be better.

I’m starting to realize people can be cruel and harsh in the dating world. I can be overly sensitive and make things complex when they are very simple. Trying to wise up and get smarter. Trying not to call my mom for advice bc I’ll just end up getting disappointed.

Lindsey