I daydream for at least 10 years on a fictional fantasy romance I made up while I was still a young girl (but that evolved as I evolved) and I generally focused on the more raw aspects of romance because that’s what attracts me the most. About my crushes.. yeah I generally dreamed about lots of intimacy but also huge portion of it was and still is about me in some kind of cool/badass/funny position and they watching/observing, my brain automatically does that and I find it kinda weird because generally you don’t daydream about acting like some kind of cool character or imaginating yourself in weird scenarios while your crush watches