please do.

In birdman, there is a scene where the main character talks to his wife, he say “you know, there is a voice inside my head, he tells me what to do, its so comforting” he was schizophrenic, i was bit jealous that he has this voice, but i remembered how was my voice back in 2018, shameful and gulity, teak call it the protector, i call it me, one thing about this voice, its really is comforting, just imagine living in a country that value work over everything, that value being a man as the highest value, imagine how strong was this voice inside my head, and how did it made me feel over the years, but this voice, beats it all, i just love it, how apathetic it is, especially right now, when i lost my passion in music, and lost my desire to love, i think that this voice was gonna take over sooner or later, and when it does it wouldn’t let the other influences to disturb him, it wouldn’t let other voices to take his place.