Dear Anita and Teak ,

i hope you both doing fine .. how is the situation of corona and it’s new variant there . sometimes it feels like it’s always gonna stay with us and each time with new variant..

returning to the question which I asked in my last post

“why is it so that sometimes we know that we took the right decision but suddenly we start to doubt ourselves and our Decisions ??”

actually it was a decision about a good friendship of mine ( my sisters were convincing me again nf again for him who I can’t trust or don’t wanna may be ,they tried to talk about him so much that I started to doubt the experience which I got from him ) who was showing all his interest in me and flirting ,being close to me  after I helped him financially in corona situation and with his fees (am I fool that I wanna help people financially?? Should it be like that ?? ).he is my brother in law’s brother .he was like a best friend to me and purposed me and I asked for some time to think about it(as I was already messed up in another relationship which he dint know about) ..as I sorted things out and approached he acted like stranger ,totally ignoring me even wasn’t talking to me like a friend..I-was so complete it shock and  felt betrayal .

i had this feeling that “ ok if he is not interested or currently dating that’s fine but at least he could be a friend to me “ because we were only friends for long time and nothing more and how come out of sudden he start ignoring his friends bcz he is dating someone..

after some months he started showing interest again( current )

so I was thinking what if I judged him wrongly.I started questioning my decision..
I will write more about my bf  ( husband) after work ..we did Islamic marriage here and waiting for our documents .
you are right Teak .I read your post it touched me a lot about soothing my inner child .

i will write more after my shift .

stay healthy❤️

peace

• This reply was modified 3 years ago by Peace.