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To @anita, @My journey , @Helcat,
I’m angry and upset. Please help my Twitter account is being ignored for way too long. I’m so powerless, why am I always alone? My parents never supported me enough.
They want me to be perfect! That’s why I’m trying to ignore any baby cries that I always do. I’m depressed, and my problem is actually not from the autism, it’s kind of helpful. the real problem is that it’s coming from my depression issues, behaviors, and the many anxiety disorders (according to my legal guardianship evaluation) I do not know the names of. I am so angry because my teacher did notice the TinyBuddha account I went into and it’s not fair. And I’m also angry and upset because I want to choose one thing: to be a better writer, or a better manga artist and I don’t feel like doing both. I choose to be a better writer, artist, and cook.
I’m gaining weight, like my stepdad, and I do not want to gain weight. My family always blames and complains about me now, because I’m now responsible and I’m supposed to do everything they do and help my family when I grow older. I’m almost 18 years old. You can reply here Anita and everyone else, and I won’t reply here very much because I know my school is spying on every device they have at my house! I’m using my new tablet the school gave to me, because my other tablet broke thanks to me and my stepdad…
my life is in danger, please reply back!
from, Ivygrl.