Hi Tee,

 

So the doctor didn’t touch your heart? Or she did, but she wasn’t able to break down the walls in your heart?

You see – it’s not about the woman. It’s about you. If you fear (either intimacy, or losing something good and hurting afterwards), then you will keep those walls up, even if it’s the best thing that ever happened to you.

If fear prevails, no woman will be able to break down the walls of your heart. The person who needs to do it is you.

Yes I know it’s about me. and when talking to one of my friend after a while I think there could be some different thing playing role in this. I thought I had just mild ADHD but it I think it increased to moderate. Because my dopamine levels would low most of the time and I would keep seek novelty. That’s why maybe I’m just getting more curious at first and then when there’s no novelty like I know enough I get bored and move on to next