When I wasnt contacted by my avoidant ex, I opened my mouth and got shut down. I was still hot headed from those days and then around Nov, I had my evaluation and I didnt like the language used it in. I challenged it because i took it personal, managament thought I wanted a raise and it was decided for me to enter a PIP program. I did not think this would result from this. It was stressful, I was relieved of some duties and on probation again. I couldnt handle the stress, I was miserable and eventually it made me insecure a bit and thought I needed a recharge during the PIP, I ran out of time because my supervisor took a lot of additional time off in part. All in all I did improve as an employee but my supervisor only wrote negative critisism but did not complete my main objective, the handbook (about 80% was completed). My supervisor assured me that it would be okay and that they recommend me to get more training with my new supervisor but the review was negative. The Plant manager decided termination. I am gonna have a union representative and a chance to defend myself but this is a huge blow because I felt i did improve in motivation wise and just self starting to do more tasks around the facility. I have been accepting of more things currently but I did want to get vested at 5 years at least and I was only at the halfway mark. I ti hink in the coming days, I have been better at not looking to deep into the past but my brain might wander. Especially when I think that the job was heading into the direction I wanted to have schedule wise :/