The last 8 years of my life have been extremely difficult to say the least. Trauma and weed use spun me into a psychotic frenzy. I had never truly understood what psychosis was and when it happened to me I stayed quiet at first, thinking nobody would believe the “spiritual” stuff happening. I had started going to church and reading the bible at the same time all this kicked off and I thought I was truly experiencing reality for what it was, no matter how terrifying it was. Here I am, 8 years later with all sorts of challenges under my belt and wanting change. I wasn’t ready for change up until this point, but now I’m ready. Nothing is fathomable with what I’ve been through, but the important part is I’m really attempting to change, or rather, undue what was done. With the help of Tiny Buddha and Lori’s book I’m untangling the thoughts in my brain and returning to a simpler, much more fulfilling part of my life. I still have my battles and the battles aren’t easy, but I think I’m ready to fold the last 8 years up and put it in my storage house. Hopefully the next season of my life won’t try to kill me, lol.