I’m the oldest regular member in the forums (signed in on May 2015). I deleted my account and didn’t post for 6 months sometime along the way, so..
I’ve been posting here every day for a net of 10 years and 8 months, and visiting the forums every day for the whole 11 years and 3 months.
You mentioned serious mental health challenges. I was the recipient of quite a few mental health diagnoses, maybe half a dozen, maybe more. A few no longer apply, and healing is ongoing.
I hope that you stay active here in the forums and experience more and more healing, one day at a time.. one tiny buddha day at a time 🙂
🌿✨️🌿 Anita