Relax! You’re still young , we all get curious ,we all do things we feel bad about….we all make mistakes and this is how we learn.
Your brother is not dead, not harmed…..its ok. I turned my hamster upside down to check him out , his balls and all , creepy AF but he was not harmed, nor scarred and I mean the bugger bit me so hard his teeth hit the bottom of my nail bed and I still had no il will towards him.
You will understand eventually the things you have done are on the cosmic scale of ebadness..mere drips in the ocean and you’ve really done nothing bad at all. Breathe, its fine , the fact you feel bad about these things says a lot about you , you’ve a gold heart if you are so heavily impacted by these minor things as I once was. Don’t beat yourself up X
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