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    @ninasakura
    I have used Yourdost and 7 cups before, but I wasn’t able to solve my problem. 1 thing is certain, whatever has happened it can’t be deleted & I’m also 100% sure I won’t let such thing happen again. I have learnt my lesson forever. Also my friend & her husband would be thinking I’m a bad person, I can’t change their thinking, that isn’t in my hand also it doesn’t have any direct effect on my life. Only thing I can do is apologize, which I have done many times already. Also because of that event no body has died, they are alive and happy, I have seen that with my own eyes. Slowly I want to comeback to my peak performance & defeat all circumstances.

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    @anita
    Although I don’t directly blame any person or God for what has happened, I don’t even deny it. Maybe god wants me miserable, because that is what is happening to me now.
    And I don’t know why anyone would hate me so much-
    I’m a hard working person, have a sharp mind, I don’t even have any ego or bad attitude problem, I’m extremely good looking- And I don’t see, how I’m hurting gods plan in any way.

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    @anita I don’t think anybody can exactly point out someone as responsible. It could be God may be not.

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    @anita Both my parents are working. But they keep fighting over silly things. My father (thinkin that I’m incapable person) asked me to join some random college for MTech, which is completely impossible for me. Then when I was preparing for exam he said Why are you sitting idle at home? I said I’m studing 15 hours a day not sitting idle. I cannot study in such environment, I want Peace of mind while studying, so I came to hostel again. I hope its clear.

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    @anita Your analysis is correct. I unknowingly created the perfect environment for the disaster to take place. And her marriage also fixed at the same time. Worse part we were not in contact for few months before, I came to my new hostel, 10 days later because of apparent loneliness called her, and 9 days later her marriage got fixed, even my cell number was different, and when I called her I gave her my new cell number. If she didn’t have my new number this incident would not have happened. When I joined all these links behind this incident, I simply lost faith in God because only few days back I had put my entire faith in god, but then this happened- I just thought, How can everything fall into place like this in perfect position for this incident to happen?
    Sounds like a Evil Revenge Plot.

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    @anita
    I had read your post before replying to you. I gave that reply specifically to you because I thought you might have only read my initial post and not my reply to others.

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    @anita
    Thanks for the reply
    Actually, my problem gets more twisted. I got over the fact that she has married someone else because I think, after all she wasn’t forced to marry him and she is happy with him also.
    This incident happened on 6 August 2015, I called her a few days later, she just asked me to start a new life, focus on my studies, and I just congratulated her for her marriage. And ofcourse few days later her number got changed. But still my mind is fixated with that event asking me again Why?, because of which I’m unable to study. Also from another side my mind asks me to study hard so I can reach my goals, I’m caught in a loop where I just sit cursing myself, for letting myself, my friends & my parents down & I can’t even share this with anybody. I was a brilliant hard working student , everything was good but now I’m nothing.

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    @humour @Inky
    That is exactly the plan. I’m joining a job very soon and preparing for exam alongside. That is the only way out.

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    @Maria
    Thanks for the reply
    Actually, my problem gets more twisted. I got over the fact that she has married someone else because I think, after all she wasn’t forced to marry him and she is happy with him also.
    This incident happened on 6 August 2015, I called her a few days later, she just asked me to start a new life, focus on my studies, and I just congratulated her for her marriage. And ofcourse few days later her number got changed. But still my mind is fixated with that event asking me again Why?, because of which I’m unable to study. Also from another side my mind asks me to study hard so I can reach my goals, I’m caught in a loop where I just sit cursing myself, for letting myself, my friends & my parents down & I can’t even share this with anybody. I was a brilliant hard working student , everything was good but now I’m nothing.

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