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November 17, 2016 at 6:23 pm #120610November 17, 2016 at 5:49 pm #120608MarcParticipant
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November 17, 2016 at 8:13 am #120573MarcParticipant*moment
November 17, 2016 at 8:13 am #120572MarcParticipant“Remember the feelings, remember the day
My stone heart was breaking
My love ran away
This moments I knew I would be someone else
My love turned around and I fell”November 16, 2016 at 3:13 am #120467MarcParticipantAs for why I don’t feel safe, it’s because I’m no longer in the safe cocoon I spent my childhood in and I’ve realized how mean so many people are, that everyone you meet could end up being mean.
November 13, 2016 at 7:21 am #120252MarcParticipantReclaim Your Authentic Self: 4 Steps to Recover from Bullying and Abuse
“If you feel like you can’t let go of the feeling, ask yourself, ‘Why? What do I need to look at? What is holding me back from letting go?’ A past event or experience will often surface if you ask with a feeling of curiosity and let yourself be open to any answer that comes. You may need to go back to Step 2 if this is the case.”
What is holding me back from letting go? I think it’s still feeling unsafe, like I’m a fugitive running away from the people in my past.
November 11, 2016 at 8:12 am #120120MarcParticipantBy the way, I think I’m learning that recovery is a step-by-step thing.
November 10, 2016 at 6:44 pm #120086MarcParticipantI’ve learned that I need a balance between wallowing in feelings and ignoring them.
November 10, 2016 at 4:46 am #120046MarcParticipantI’ve realized that I need a balance between wallowing and ignoring feelings. (This is less of me giving advice and more of trying to learn what I should do, though it’s both.)
November 9, 2016 at 4:55 am #119978MarcParticipantI think that for me, my pain addiction is a defense mechanism from back when my life was going nowhere and I felt I had to get used to it.
November 9, 2016 at 4:54 am #119977MarcParticipantLet me just say you guessed a lot about me.
November 8, 2016 at 7:06 am #119915MarcParticipantAdmittedly, I’m like this.
November 6, 2016 at 7:57 pm #119799MarcParticipantWhat made me vulnerable during my youth was the fact that I had a different childhood compared to most people in my country.
November 5, 2016 at 6:01 pm #119708MarcParticipantI don’t have much in the way of any frame of reference for true happiness that isn’t from my childhood which was a lot more peaceful than my youth.
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November 4, 2016 at 7:47 am #119600MarcParticipantBecause of this seven-year situation, I still have problems in thinking of myself as smart, even though I used to be thought of as smart during childhood.
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