Hi Irene

Hang in there please, the feelings and emotions you are going through won’t last forever. Maybe have a chat with your doctor. Just give yourself a chance.
Kind regards
Donnie

Hi Josh
First things first slow down a bit and breathe a little. You are only young so don’t panic about life.I have been in the armed forces so know the crack. The army has a basic swimming test which you must pass and after that there is very little swimming involved unless you get involved in swimming for the Army. The other forces I’m not sure off, so if your serious about a life in the forces use these two years to overcome your fear and practice your swimming, get strong and apply again.
It’s difficult is a breakup I’m going through one myself and I wouldn’t wish it on anybody what I’ve been through. It happens and all you’ve got to think is that if you’ve been the best you can be to this girl that’s all you can do. You never know what’s round the corner . I joined up at 18 had a girlfriend, broke up and after 18 years we are back in touch how spooky is that.
What I’m saying is be good to yourself , and don’t give up on your dream job and stay out of trouble.It will happen just believe and if it doesn’t put it down to experiance.
Let me know how things go