Thank you Matt for responding so quickly. I really do appreciate your input and opening my mind a little. I take comfort in knowing that people like yourself who take time to write back to a total stranger. I am in a lot of pain. I can’t feel nothing but how can I move past this. How do I let go of such pain. How can he do this to me. How can he lie time and time. Is he truly sorry this time??? Either way I feel it is definitely going to be hard the decision I have to make. If I stay, I have to constantly watch my back. If I leave, my kids grow up without him. Don’t get me wrong, he is a good dad. I just wish I hadn’t gotten involved with him in the first place. I guess I do kind of regret it. I know it’s terrible for me to say this but I feel this way now. Part of me wants to go and a little part of me wants to stay and try one last time. I don’t really know what else I can do. I am not sure I am missing that drove him to make this choice. Lies are something I can’t tolerate. It depends all the mistake and the lies you tell. I can’t dismiss this type of lie and betrayal that easily. I don’t think I can ever. I thank you once more.