hello Evvvv
one thing what i believe is that, on each day we are waking up really means that its a new and real oppurtunity to change our lives.what we have to do is not losing hope.believe in god especially believe in you which is most important thing.starting from zero is nothing but what ever we are going to do can be planned and can be implemented perfectly.so first sit aside then write down your core competencies and work on them do basic homework on your weaknesses as well.try to know each possible oppurtunity and give your best but remember one thing there is on person who look after us on every movement that is god believe in him and in you as well.keep going what ever may happen.

most important thing is that after every negative and sad there gonna be a greater and positive one. we have the muscle even to move the mountains as said by swami vivekananda.rejections are the oppurtunities to correct ourselves take them as challenges.

what ever it may be what my personal life lesson is that “whatever may be your circumstance but don’t forget to enjoy your life even great budha said that life is to be lived”.another important thing is that life on this earth is uncertain so what we have to do is keep going enjoy till we can.you may ask us how to do that.thare is only one answer is that do what ever you like to do.make time for yourself think about your positives forget your weaknesses don’t think about them even.

be yourself you can do that.god must bless you.

hai somwan
it is clear that you had faced harder times still facing some.thats really not good but time gone is gone you have to come out of that.we can understand that it is really difficult to come out even then it is really important because you have so much healthier life ahead and what i can suggest you is that keep yourself busy in things you like.unless you choose a physical activity or any other kind of work you can not simply come out of that.what personally my policy is that we have to happy since we are alive.mr somwan again saying there is lot of golden life ahead of you keep yourself busy in the things you like.once you got that pace and acceleration you will forget every thing.until you taste the sweetness of life journey you have to act smart.we will pray for you……
thank you
with regards
gopi