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September 2, 2018 at 1:00 am #224037
This is a fine piece of talent you have. Have you ever considered to storyboard a large canvas? Believe me or not, with the level of creativity I’m looking at, you need to expose yourself to having a canvas size that’s larger than a one piece filler. Also, delimit your color palette. Size of the canvas is a limiter in many ways, it reminds you of limitations. Break them and try finding out what you can do instead of planning for what you should get done. #wondersawaitingAugust 16, 2018 at 6:05 pm #221829
Inspiration is the key to painting. There needs to be a strong imagination coupled with recollecting similar visuals based on your real life memories. Can you think of any?
BunnyAugust 16, 2018 at 5:47 pm #221827
You are welcome!August 15, 2018 at 4:38 pm #221667
rubia2018, sometimes the moments we live while they are absolutely perfect chase us for longevity with disproportionate certainty. By your description, it seems like you are stronger than you think except for you are sensitive enough to want something nice that might possibly not last long enough. Your sensitive self has dominated you during the intimate moment and when you were done, the stronger you was pulling back you to the ground reality. It’s an essential combination of self control that many people lack and drift away (most of which they regret way later than necessary).
One suggestion is to constantly be yourself every moment. Just like feeling happy, feeling off or weird is part of you and is because of you. Listen to yourself and let your story flow. Take a deep look at yourself in the mirror and you will start seeing that whatever you are feeling right then will be much more clearer. The moment you understand yourself, emptiness disappears like a layer of dust.
BunnyAugust 15, 2018 at 4:32 pm #221663
Brian, it might sound very silly as is but the state you are in is probably one of the best feelings ever. The moment when food, drink, and sex make us feel like “yes, now what?” is when you should realize that you are here for a greater reason. I’m glad you are already on the right path. However, this affinity towards greater good has to manifest in more than one ways. I have a couple of questions for you before we continue:
- Have you ever felt people around you are being super silly at almost all times and aren’t able to live life peacefully? and does it bother you?
- You said you tried mediating and volunteering, was there a purpose you were searching for when you were trying?
- What was the last thing you remember you did which felt fulfilling?
- The mental transformation, are you feeling it or constantly thinking about it?
I ask you these questions as I was sailing similar waters a while ago and I think I may have a suggestion on how to feel content in times like these.