It is my mistake.  Unfortunately. I should never blame him ever. Just like me he deserves a happy life. The reason I fell in love with him was because he was so right. Even now he is right. Good wishes to him. It is very painful but then it is important.

The medicinesI  have been given have such serious side effects.

So , this is it.

I will start afresh. Because as a learned Uncle said ok I forgot what he said.

At least will my society let me live and die peacefully.

Thanks Anita. Goodluck with your future and present.

Yes. I’m so unlucky.

Anita, I have to admit another problem. When I was working in office a married man strongly flirted with me. As I have no friends or such boyfriend experience I may have erred. I didn’t flirt with him. However later in life I have tried reaching out to him but never got any response. What is the meaning. I hear in my own voice him telling me that I love you and such things so I tried reaching out to him. Why do I hear this voice? How would one know if somebody likes you or not as in a boy? I want to become normal so I’m seeking help. I don’t want to trouble anyone but I hear this voice.

Is it a good idea to marry again?

My mother is saying go and stay in old age home.

Thanks.

I should have struggled against my parents when I was studying and when I was working. If I actually have some illness who will pay for it? I have no job.