Gosh Lindsay!! Thank you for this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was just having another crying spell when I read your post. I have no idea how he could be in a happy relationship with someone else yet be so dysfunctional with me.
I don’t want to wish him bad but I want to believe he has created his own karma. I did everything he said and I did lose myself in the process. Compromise, compromise, compromise is what I did – ALL the time. Why won’t he even contact me to see how I’m doing? We spent so much time together it boggles me how someone can be so mean.
But Lindsay, she knew he was seeing someone – ME!

My pots remind me of him so I can’t cook. I go to the bathroom, see his toothbrush and I get sick. I can’t stand the smell of coffee cause it’s all he ever drank. And on and on it goes.

I don’t want to be hurting like this for the next few months because presently I’m not eating and at that rate I might be dead come December.