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April 23, 2014 at 9:13 pm #55281
A little update: we had a talk, and while we agreed that we had a really nice time bonding during our trip (and his trip so far in general) we realize that he has a life abroad and i have a life here, and we should just cherish what we have now: a great friend, great sex, and above all a good companionship.
I’ve also been thinking and I realized that whatever pang I’m feeling in my heart is because I was truly moved by the intimacy we shared during our trip, and sad as it is, it was only meant for that time. I’m certainly not thinking of continuing ahead for anything serious, as I think I’m not emotionally ready for that, but it’s good to know I am able to share that with someone and intimacy is not a scary thing, when time comes that I’m ready I can do it again (with him or someone else).
I’m truly happy with this lesson! Thank you guys for helping me through it. Best of lucks!April 20, 2014 at 8:21 am #55036
Thanks you guys, your replies are giving me some courage to let me ask the questions I need to ask myself, which as eclpanth points out, should probably come with asking him.
To answer your question eclpanth, he is currently living abroad, spending most of his time traveling (backpacking around for leisure) in a sort-of indefinite time frame, although his family is here and they expect him to return eventually (family business). He himself is not sure about anything at this point, but more than anything I just want him to have the life that makes him happy, even if that means him living across the ocean. In that sense, too, I’m starting to be calmer because I know deep down we both mean well and want each other to be happy regardless.
So for now I’m taking deep breaths, hope that when I get to see him next weekend after his trip I will get the courage and clear the air and have a nice laugh like we always do!August 17, 2013 at 9:48 pm #40678
I think we’re all in the same boat here and I’m so happy that I’ve found my way to this boat! I really want to work to better self-love and self-appreciation, and allowing happiness to enter my life. Right now I’m just really glad that I’ve managed to realize that I have this issue with allowing happiness in. So what I love about myself is… that will to turn my life around and walk towards a better self. Also I love that I’m writing again.