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  • in reply to: Lost & Broken #284531
    Susie1234
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    Hi Carien,

    You said.. ‘my whole identity was in him’.    Yes…this is very true.   And now your identity has gone with him.   Where does this leave you?

    Whatever may be the most familiar object, person or activity you hold close to your heart, hold this close always and everywhere.      Take something of this nature with you wherever you may go in this acute phase of your loss.

    Time may feel like it has slowed down tremendously.  Become aware of your movements, your breath, aware of the sense this slow down feels like in body and include it into your mind and heart.   It may be natures way of healing, helping you gain insight into your journey through this time.

     

    in reply to: Need new perspective #76850
    Susie1234
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    Thank you very much Christopher, Will and Matt for listening to me and for being there. Your words are felt and I feel out in the open and not so hidden or alone in this anymore.

    My heart, thank you.

    in reply to: Need new perspective #76653
    Susie1234
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    I lost my baby girl inside my body. She was 8 months old and I was broken in two. I lost my marriage 2 years after and lost everything and everyone I have had ever known. I live 5000kms from my family and have gone through this alone. My heart burns for her right now as I speak. Just sharing this helps me, it has let tears flow from my heart for my girl. I need help and reaching out here has already brought light to what I have been bottling up, thank you so much. I am so scared of losing and shut myself away in fear of losing anyone when I begin to feel a warmth in the friendship, a connection and then other times clinging onto them so nothing will happen to them and the fear of losing them. I cant find my feet many times. I work with people who are caring, this helps me too, just to have company and the feeling of belonging but I have never opened up, fearing getting close and feel I need to really see myself now. She was the dearest most gorgeousness little girl. I miss her so much, I never got to see her eyes open and when my milk came in for her I was watching her being buried at the same time. What has this done to me. how has this affected me in relation to others, how as human beings as a whole. I want to find out so I can return to where my life began, life that began all over again when I lost my child. My heart yearns out and I cry for her now, you have helped me touch something so deep and trapped in paralyzed fear of feeling it.

    With all my heart, thank you.

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