David
First of all jobs are scarce, these are bad times for the economy.
There are families with children whose fathers are out of work
so stop feeling sorry for yourself.
Second of all if you are shacking up with a girl, wherever she is
she will also be shacking up with another user. She has no morals.
Do you expect God to bless you for that? You are a needy person and you need to get your sense of being from another.
You have inferior feelings because you are not living up to higher standards.
No wonder you are in a mess.
You can become a stronger person morally and can have a better opinion of yourself if you stop being so needy.
Be a man, say no to using a woman to bolster up your self confidence.
Sympathy from others will not help you, only the truth will set you free.

Don’t expect #1
Go through obstacles gracefully without resentment and your pain will draw God to see you through.

quote from Matt:
Are we genuinely helping people if we want something in return?
If we do expect return, what is it really that we want?
Is there something within ourselves that we need to attend to and nurture first before helping others?

I hope you find a way releasing the tension despite being in the midst of this silence
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Hello Matt,
Believe me when I say that your radar is way off.
Personally, being still is my motto. One has to be still
in order to know God, There is no tension in that.
I don’t think nurturing others or oneself helps anyone.
Only the truth will set us free.
Louise

Dear Fred
I had been angry all my life and suffered with migraines until I did a certain meditation,
that cleansed me of a demon. It is not you, that is why you don’t want to be that way.
I cried many times because of the anger in me. God hears a sincere heart.
One day I had an exorcism and my anger was gone and so were the migraines and a bad habit of swearing.
That was 35 years ago and never came back.
I will share that meditation with you.
Go to “antidoteforall.com.
Rid that darkness from your life. It won’t cost you a cent.
I hope you try it and don’t be afraid to cry, it shows your heart is in the right place.
Anger is a spiritual problem a psyche won’t work. This will.

After you overcome, you can marry that nice girl.
Louise

It sounds like you are stressed/
This is a 7 minuet meditate it will relieve stress
go to antidoteforall.com
Good luck
Louise