You’re very strong.
I don’t think I have OCD, but since you do, can it be hereditary, I think my mom has it. I always find her cleaning the smallest things, cleaning, and cleaning. I read somewhere that stress and worry can cause genes to “turn on.” And there’s this one instance that I just remembered, smoking weed and having a panic attack. The first time it ever happened to me, and I understand things like OCD take time to develop, but it can’t just happen out of nowhere, so it can’t be it, I just have trouble believing some things because of all the thinking I’ve done. If you’re into rap I would recommend listening to that album as a whole,