Thanks Apple Tree,

i wish I had the courage to show them this post. They haven’t been very honest about what’s happening in their personal life, so part of me just. Idk I fear they’d think I was too clingy. Or that they aren’t really interested. I admit I fought too hard, and didn’t stick to my boundaries & feel like I’ve lost some self respect by constantly being present & communicative with them while they were so closed off. The only form of contact I have with them now is social media, and based on how and what they posts. Doesn’t seem they are thinking of me at all. I feel bad about locking my page. But my heart is broken too. I love them. I’m just hurt. But maybe in future I’ll show them this post if it’s still there.