I just checked her social media. She tweeted “I can survive well enough on my own with the proper reading material.” And that’s cool with me. it’s exactly why i cut it off. She rather be with books and pets than actual human connection because of fear, but instead of communicating her fear of intimacy she come’s off very anti-social. And it’s a turn off. lol

I know she does it because she know’s  i will see it.

Her pattern is.

1. She’ll push away – so i leave.

2. She’ll say something not connected but nice- i stop responding

3. 4. around day 5 of no contact she gets angry lmao.

and instead of saying “i need you.” she says something to try and make me angry or feel just as hurt as she is.

So, hopefully therapy helps that.